I grew up as Christian. I was raised in the church. And I still consider myself to have church trauma at the hands of religious people I have always loved Jesus, I have never denied him. However as I grew from a child into a teen I became rebellious. I didn’t want to live the way Jesus wanted me to, I wanted to live the way I wanted to. The church saw this change in me, they saw me slipping away and instead of lovingly offering my support and checking if I was okay in my walk with God I was igno